Sunday, February 27, 2011

Sa Bus..

Sa araw araw ng biyahe ko sakay ng bus, ibat ibang klase ng eksena ang aking na i experience. Lalo pat mahigit isang oras kong binabagtas ang kahabaan ng commonwealth avenue papuntang place of work ko somewhere in cubao area. Rush hour kung akoy bumiyahe sakay ng bus. Kapag sumapit na ang 6:00am at hindi pa ako nakaka alis ng bahay, malamang sa hindi ay late na ako ng dating sa aking work. Kaya bago pa man ako abutan ng sikat ng araw ay nagkakanda kumahog na ako sa pag sakay ng jeep papuntang Bus Terminal kung saan ako bibiyahe sakay ng Bus papuntang work.


Taguig Metro Link Bus from Robinsons Novaliches Terminal 

Since sa terminal naman ako sumasakay, nakakapamili ako ng gusto kong upuan, usually sa tabi ako ng bintana sa bandang kanan, against sa sikat ng araw. Sa 2 seaters ako lagi umuupo at sa bandang gitna. Hindi pa man nampupuno ang bus, at mula Robinsons Novaliches, tapat ng SM Fairview ay lumalarga na agad ito at binabagtas na ang kahabaan ng commonwealth ave.  Kaya along the way na lang nagsasakay ng pasahero ang mamang driver hanggang ito ay mapuno. Komot hindi pa gaanong puno ang bus kapag umalis ito mula sa terminal, at kapag may pasaherong sumasakay, its a natural instinct na humanap ito ng bakanteng upuan kung saan siya kumportable. May pasaherong sumasakay nasa bandang likod agad ang tungo, may sa gitna at may sa bandang unahan. At kung wala nang bakanteng upuan, at tumatayo na lamang ito sa center isle. Nakasukbit ang kamay sa hand bar at nag aabang kung sino sa mga pasahero ang unang bababa at siya itong papalit sa dating kinauupuan ng pasaherong bumaba. 

Sa tuwing bimibiyahe na ang bus at natataong bakante ang upuang katabi ko, i always wish na sana, ok yung makatabi ko. Kahit babae man o lalaki basta ok at hindi nakakairita katabi. (arte eh no? PUB lang naman ang sinasakyan, namimili pa ng makakatabi eh). Eh bakit ba!! Sino ba ayaw ng guwapo or magandang katabi? lols.

Mas madalas, natityempo na ok naman ang pasaherong nakakatabi ko. Usually kasi kapag nakapag bayad na ako sa kundoktor, wala na akong pakialam kung sino ang tatabi sa akin, tulog agad ako, sinasamantala ang limig ng aircon na nakatutok sa akin. Since nakaupo naman ako sa tabi ng bintana, Go lang, wala na akong pakialam tulog agad, Isandal ko lang ang ulo ko, tulog na agad. Pero kapag hindi pa ako sinisingil ng mamang kundoktor, gising pa ako at nag aabang sa mga paraherong napipick up ng bus along the way. At kapag nakikita kong ok ang pasahero, i always wish na sana sa tabi ko siya umupo. hehehe. 

At minsan naman, saktong pag dating ko sa bus terminal, papaalis na ang bus, humahabol ako at walang choice kundi umupo sa bakanteng upuan na malapit sa center aisle. At pag minalas malas pa at tayuan agad ang drama. Kapag may bakante pang upuan, this time, ako naman ang namimili kung saan ok ang makakatabi ko. Hehehe (Arte ulit... choosy lang sa upuan. lols). Sa totoo lang, ayaw na ayaw ko umupo sa malapit sa center isle. Hindi ako nakaka tulog na maayos. Andoong bungguin ang balikat ko kapag may pasaherong bababa. Minsan nga, hindi lang balikat ako ang tinatamaan, pati ulo ko nasasapul din ng bag na bitbit ng pasaherong bumababa. Kapag puno na ang bus at tayuan na ang pasahero at medyo natapat ako sa upuang almost nasa center isle, wala akong choice kundi maging awake. Mabibitin lang ako sa paudlot udlot na tulog. Swerte lang pag matapat sakin ay ok na pasahero. Minsan, may pasaherong sumakay, kakasakay pa lang niya kita ko na agad siya, at sa paunti unting pag usod niya mula sa unahang ng bus, at saktong natapat siya sa akin. Siksikan ang bus, kulang na lang magsakay si mamang driver sa compartment na nasa itaas. Ang syste, si gwapong guy nasiksik na husto at tumatama na ang kanyang  harap sa aking balikat. Naka slacks at naka long sleeves si gwapong guy. Mukhang sa makati pa nagwowork. Dinig ko na sinabi niya sa mamang kundoktor na sa makati ayala daw siya bababa.

Habang bumibiyahe at punong puno ang bus, sa pag hinto at usad gawa ng trapik sa  may palabas ng fairview, pansin kong lalo pang nakikiskis ang kanyang harap sa aking balikat. Napatingin ako kay guy. Pag angat ko ng aking paningin, nagtama ang aming mga mata, at kitang kita ko na nakangiti sa akin si mokong. Naisip ko tila yata nag eenjoy siya sa pagkiskis ng kanyang harapan sa aking kaliwang balikat. Lokong yon, ke aga aga, mukhang nag titrip pa. Nang biglang ting!!! gumana ang aking malisyosong utak! lols, sa isip isip ko, sige lang kuya, ikiskis mo pa at sasabahayan ko ng hagod ng aking balikat ang pag kiskis mo. hahaha. Ang ipinagtataka ko, madami nang pasahero ang bumaba at sumakay, hindi man lang siya umalis sa kanyang pagkakatayo, umusod na papalikod ang ibang pasaherong nakatayo, samantalang siya ay nanatiling nakatapat sa akin. At tila yata sarap na sarap siya sa pagkiskis ng kanyang harap sa aking balikat. Bakit ko nasabing nasasarapan siya? Eh ramdam ko tigas na tigas na siya eh. lols. Dahil rush hour na din nung mga time na yun, at dahil an din sa trapik, natanya ko na mali late ako ng dating sa aking work. Pero ok lang, may isang nilalang naman akong pinapaligaya sa pamamagitan ng aking balikat. Hahaha. 

At nang malapit na ako bumaba, hindi pa din umaalis ang guy na nakatapat at aking balikat. Siksikan pa din kasi ang bus. Umiral ulit ang aking pagkamalisyoso, sabi ng utak ko.. Ting!!! Isang matinding hagod ng aking kaliwang balikat ang aking ginawa sa kanyang naninigas na alaga. At nang ako'y nakatayo na, sabay kindat sa gwapong guy at tuluyan na akong lumusong sa unahan at nakipag siksikan upang makababa. Nang akoy nakababa na, habang antay papatawid sa kabilang kalsada, umusad ang bus at nakita kong nakatingin sa bintana ang gwapong guy at ito ay naka ngiti. Mokong na yun at kumindat pa, lakas ng trip. hehehe.

Pero sa lahat ng mga eksena sa bus, isa sa mga gusto ko ,ang nakakakita ng pasahero na tutulog tulog, parang ang sarap tabihan, lalo kung ganito ang pasahero na makikita mong natutulog. hahaha



Ang cute niya matulog.. hehehe





Friday, February 25, 2011

commemorating 25th Anniversary of EDSA Revolution




video


February 25, 1986



 


February 25, 2011

LDR...

Got this from a friend who is into LDR... And  he's a straight.. he misses his gf so much.. this poem applies to all kinds of relationships. here it goes..
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Naniniwala ba kayo sa "long distance Relationship"?
Yung tipong dagat ang inyong pagitan…
At langit na lang ang inyong tinitingnan…
Kung saan Oras… Araw.. at Taon..
Ang lilipas na hindi kayo magkasama..
Sisikat at lulubog ang Araw at Buwan…
Na hindi niyo kapiling ang isat isa….
At sangkap ay telepono..
Sa matamis nyong pagmamahalan..
Internet naman ang tulay..
Sa milya milya niyong pagitan..
At ang mga kuhang litrato..
Mga kwento sa  bawat pangyayari sa buhay niyo..
Na nagsasabi sa puso niyo..
Sana andito ka. Nakasama kita…
Sa madaling salita.. ang lagi niyong sandalan..
Ay ang pagmamahalan, pagtitiwala, at pangako..

Marahil isa ka sa sasagot ng HINDI..
Dahil iba na ang panahon at ang mundo..
Na ating ginagalawan ay nababalot ng Tukso..
Dahil mahirap bang sumugal ng hindi mo alam..
Kung karapatdapat ba siya sa pagtitiwala mo..
O takot kang umasa at sa huli ikaw lang ang masasaktan..

Sadyang maraming kinakatakutan ang tao..
Takot masaktan.. takot matalo..
At takot umasa..
Kaya ang ganitong klaseng relasyon..
Unti unti lamang nagiging alamat..
Hindi pinaniniwalaan at kathang isip lamang…

Hindi ba sapat na sandata ang Pagmamahalan?
Para labanan ang tukso at magtiis?
Hindi ba karapatdapat itaya?
Ang buo mong pagtitiwala?
Para sa iyong taong minamahal?
At higit sa lahat…
Di ba tama na humawak ka sa pangako….
Na magsisilbi mong gamot…
Sa takot, lungkot, at sakit na iyong nadarama?

Sadyang nilikha ang mundo na Balanse..
Lahat may kakambal at hindi nag iisa..
Ang saya may kakambal na lungkot..
Ang ginhawa ay may kakambal na hirap..
Ang panalo ay may kakambal na pagkatalo..

At ang puso natin, masasabi kong may kakambal..
Hindi isang Kabiyak.
Dahil tumitibok ang puso natin ng Buo..
Hinahanap lang nito ang magpapabalanse sa kanya..
Paano  kung ang taong iyon ay malayo?
Hindi ka ba susugal?
Handa ka bang maghintay?
Handa ka bang masaktan?
Handa ka bang umasa?
Bakit hindi mosubukan?

Sa ngayon.. sakit, lungkot, at hirap..
Ang iyong nadarama..
Pero darating ang araw na babaligtad ang lahat ng iyan..
Sa tamang panahon at pagkakataon..
Kung saan ang mga kamay niyong dalawa…
Ay muling maglalapat..
Ang init ng kanyang yakap..
At ang ngit sa yong labi ay muling mabubuo..
At ang iyong puso ay muling titibok
Kasabay ang kakambal nito
Dahil masarap yung..
Sumubok, sumugal at maniwala..
Kaysa sumuko at mag walang bahala.

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Not In Good Mood....

Last week,  it was a bad week for me. Masyado akong naging pressured sa maraming bagay. Emotions are not in my control kaya madaling mag init ang aking ulo. My temper went beyond its limit. And its result, i've made decisions abruptly.Nagdelete ako ng twitter account. The hell I cared! Wala akong pakialam. Basta im not in good mood. Yung mga followers at followings ko, pasensiya na. I deleted numbers sa mga contacts ko. Number ng mga hindi na nagrerely. What's the use diba? I dont what to be like parang atat na atat na makatext sila. Hindi ako ganun. 

And pati sa work, hot tempered din ako sa mga taong nakapaligid sakin. Madaling mag init ang ulo sa konting diperensya lang. There was this co worker of mine na medyo nakasagutan ko. Nakikipag biruan, though I know it was just a biro. But i was not in the mood para makipag biruan. So ang ending, magkagalit kami ngayon. 

Sa bahay, hindi ako masyado nagsasalita, nakikipag usap sa mga kasama ko sa bahay, lalabas lang ako ng room to eat, drink and do my stuff sa cr. Pag papasok sa work, gigising, maliligo, bibihis, will take breakfast meal and coffee... and latet aalis na, walang sabi sabi. Ive been always like this if im not in good mood. 

And eversince i was child, naging loner kasi ako. Ayaw ko sa crowd. I find solace when im alone. There was even a time, when I was living alone. I did not go out of the house for one week. Ayaw ko ng may kausap. TV, Radio, Computer lang ang kasama ko. And of course food. Naka survive naman ako. My parents even worried about me. No contact with them in 1 week. Kahit may landline, cellphone  hindi ako nakipag communicate with people. 

Going back, nakipag tagayan ako last saturday with some of my engkanto friends, kahit konti lang kami tumagay, masaya naman. I just hope magkasama sama ulit lahat ng mga engkantos.. soon...


Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Survey lang.. walang maipost.. (updated version)


When I'm drunk, I tend to…
- drink and sleep. i can be talkative if im with friends
Do you have drinking buddies?
- yup, mga engkantos ang mga drinking buddies ko

What color shirt are you wearing?
- greensando and white shorts..

Name three things that are physically close to you:
- cellphone, laptop, cigar

Are you or were you a good student?
- yeah, i was kinda one of the good students in high school but not in college! hehe
Do you enjoy sleeping late?
- late sleeper talaga ako.. pero early riser naman pag may work
What was the last thing you dreamed about?
- kaka gising ko lang from late afternoon sleep. I was dreaming of work.. pag gising ko akala ko late na ako.. 6pm na pala.. akala ko 6am.. time for me to get up. hehehe
Do you believe in karma?
- definitely and i know somebody who is experience bad karma right now! HAH!
Do you like eggs scrambled or sunny side-up?
- my eggs? joke! sunny side up
Are you proud of yourself?
- id like to be proud of myself but i have yet to achieve something i want
Are you reliable?
- i could be if i like the task or if i like the person who gave the task
Have you ever had a secret admirer?
- i dont know kaya nga secret eh. di na secret admirer yun pag alam ko na... hehehe

Do you like the smell of gasoline?
- nah pero sanay nako... i drive kasi eh
Do you like to draw?
- not really, i like to doodle when im bored
Is your room messy?
- what do expect? hehe .. i like it that way.. para madaling mahanap ang hinahanap ko.. hehehe
What do you like better: oranges or apples?
- apples
Are you a good guesser?
- im not..you have to say it straight to my face. dont make me guess
Can you read other people's expressions?
- yeah.. sa tingin pa lang..

Are you a bully?
- i was a victim in school but they say i could be at work...
What time did you wake up this morning and why??
- 5am... need to go to work early by 7am .. may event kasi eh

What did you eat for breakfast this morning?
- bread and egg and coffee lang pero sarap! hehehe
When was the last time you showered?
- kaninang hapon pag dating ko galing work.. around 3pm

What do you plan on doing tomorrow?
- work again... hopefully .. pero pag tinamad akong pumasok.. baka dito lang ako sa bahay! nyahahaha...

Do you have any nicknames?
- yeah I have... dito sa bahay iba nickname ko.. sa office iba din.. sa cyberfriends iba din.. hehehe

Is there someone you have been constantly thinking about? If yes, who?
- yeah i do...sino? hmmmm sa akin na lang yun! hahaha! parang teenager eh no....
Do you enjoy challenges
- sometimes i do
Who was the last person you spoke over the phone to?
- isang engkanto.. hehehe

Would you rather have money or love?
- hmmmm such a difficult question! hahaha. money then love. pwede kang magkaroon ng LOVE when u have money! hehehe
Do you miss anyone right now?
- sure do! Ano kaya ginagawa niya ngayon?
Do you need to do laundry?
- I dont do my laundry eh...

Do you listen to the radio?
- sometimes. pag matutulog na ako..
Who was the last person to make you laugh?
- hmmm sino nga ba? may niece... makulit kasi yun... hehe
What is your favorite ice cream flavor?
- kahit ano basta ice cream pero i love cheese and ube..

What movie/s are you waiting for?
- any superhero movie na malapit na ipalabas tulad ng greenlantern

If you wanted to be in a band, what would you be?
- singer who can also play drums! hahaha! lakas ng loob! Passion ko kasi mag play ng drums..

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Sunday, February 13, 2011

HELP SPREAD THIS OUT... *from a friend)

 Ive read this article from a gay social network site.. I just dont know if this applies to you.. try it.. As for me.. di yata applicable sakin ang mga ito. but nevetheless i share ko na din. malay nyo pwede to sa inyo.


Naalala ko  tuloy yung isang engkanto.. ganito kaya ang ginawa niya? kaya nagkaroon siya ng ka trip sa LOOB NG MRT? hehehe

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HELP SPREAD THIS OUT (*from a friend)

Ever wonder if that cute, hunky, simple, tall guy with you in a public jeepney, inside the MRT or LRT is a bi or gay?

Are you tired of the old fasion way of just staring in the eye of one another but not really getting any clear anwers to whom youre having eye contact with until it was too late and you just say,, "sayang!! ang cute pa nmn nya!!" and you just watch this person as you both part ways and then there is still this "nakaw tingin" but you are just too afraid to approach, not knowing that the guy was also interested in you?

Well its about time to do something about it!! this flirt signs can be done in public with no hassels AT ALL. no fear of having all the non-third sexes figure out it was actually a flirtatious act..

Help me spread out this new kewl stuff to all your networks, may it be friendster or what have you that have access to all other concerned and involved ones..

so lets get started.. lets say, you are in any public means of tranportation, say MRT, LRT, JEEP, FX or even in a private car. and you came across with this hot-looking guy that you cant even sense if he is bi, gay or straight, and you are interested with this person and so is the person is to you.. this is why we all need this to silently communicated and flirt...here is the flirt signs 101.

HOLD YOUR NOSE with one hand like wiping out oil shows your interest to a person.

HOLD YOUR CHIN as if checking all the unshaved beard shows you are interested back to the person.

PINCHING your left ear with one hand means you wanna know if the person is bi or gay.

if you are BI, you just need to LICK OR WET YOUR LIPS while looking at the person.

if you are GAY, you will need to WIPE YOUR EYES like you are wiping out eye dirts.

TOUCH YOUR HEAD, if you wanna know if the person is TOP or bottom, the same thing should be done if you are TOP.

REACH YOUR POCKET (your behind pocket) as if you're reaching for your wallet if you are a bottom.


Now lets say you both understood each other but you didnt know whether the person wants to meet or wait outside of where you both are,, Just RUB YOUR HANDS TOGETHER as if you just put some alcogel on them means lets meet outside. then if the person rubs his hands together too, thats it!! you just caught a big fish out of a small pond.. hahaha

But of course if the person doesnt respond to any of these,, it only means two things

1. He is not yet familiar with this new flirt sign language
2. Or worst,, that cute guy you wanna take with you is a STRAIGHT!!

let's have it applied..

a guy takes the MRT to AYALA makati, and he could see from a distance a nice hunk and a goodlooking smooth guy. he just couldnt take his eyes off this hunk. The hunk happens to look at him for a while.Then Flirt 101 takes place.

little guy looks at the hunk stud and slowly wipes his nose till the hunk notices it..
Hunk stud sees it and held down his chin like he just shaved telling the little guy that he is interested.. then the magic spark sets off..
little guy wanna know if the hunk is bi or gay by pinching his left ear with one hand
Hunk wets his lips very daringly and unexpectedly reached his pocket like reaching for his wallet.
Little guy was in red shock and was one big boner inside the train when he finds out the hunk stud is a bottom bi (ampota pati ako titigasan dun). so he didnt wanna pass the opportunity..

although he is bottom, he touched his head and acted appropriately telling the hunk stud that he is a top..
(cno ba nmn ang hndi mgta top sa ganun, wow!!)

so the little guy rubs his hands together and the hunk stud didnt need to respond anymore so he waited outside and whoala!!!! Nag check in ang dalawa sa sogo!! san ka pa!!

SO THAT WAS IT.. IF YOU DONT WANNA PLAY THE SAME BORING GAME THAT WE ALL SEEM TO PUT UP EVERYTIME COME ACROSS WITH THIS SITUATION..

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Friday, February 4, 2011

It's Going To Be Okay... Just Hang In There

It's going to be Okay

Just give things a little time
And in the meantime...
Keep believing in youself;
take the best of care;
try to put things in perspective;
remember what's most important;
don't forger that someone's care;
search for the positive side;
learn the lessons to be learned;
and find your way through the inner qualities;
the strength, the smile,
the wisdom and the optimistic outlook
that there are such special parts of you,

It's going to be okay.